I stopped breathing and I felt sick then started crying when I was just clicking through reading random blogs on my blogroll and I read this. The reality of how much I actually cared about a chick I've never met and the sorrow I feel for her is unbelievable. I hadn't read anything Christi or Brandi had written yet so it was a complete and total shock for me. I honestly can't imagine how she mustered the strength to even post that. Pray for her and her husband that they may feel angels all around them lifting them up and comforting them through this hard time. Life is so very uncertain, isn't it?