Some people my age are still partying. Some people my age have 8 kids and have been married 10 or more years. Some people my age have never been married, some are divorced like me. Some people my age are on their second or third marriage.

Some people my age have no ambition in life; others are climbing the corporate ladder. Some people my age have had perfectly happy lives without alot of drama or stress. Some people my age have had very hard lives already.

Some people my age are already filthy rich and living in mansions. Some people my age are making minimum wage. Some people my age never graduated from high school. Some people my age are just finishing medical school.

Nights like tonight when I can't sleep and I'm bored out of my everloving skull I wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't made choice A out of A B C or D. One little decision, one little moment of going somewhere and meeting someone who introduces you to someone else can totally make the entire difference in your whole life. What seems like nothing at the time can be the turning point of everything when you look back.

If I had not made the choices I did in my life, maybe I would be richer, more successful, or somewhere completely different but I would not have my kids. I wouldn't trade them for one split second of being able to go back and switch up anything I did. No matter how many times Hannah screams "cookie" at the top of her lungs until she makes herself barf.

Help me Lord, to stop comparing myself to others and wondering what might have been. Thank you God, for my life, my job, my family, my blogger friends, and baby throwup.

Amen.